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Peter

Tuesday, May 7, 2002 -
Ap�sl�min ida corbalanyrtne 'ls�o rohl'daathi�m v� nen�a iroyss�rd.

Peter.

Peter Parker. The Amazing Spider-Man. My Former Former Boyfriend.

Peter's last name isn't really Parker, but he was a spider-man. Maybe he still is, I don't know. He's a journalist, but when I was with him, he had a sideline: he collected, bred, and milked black widow spiders for their venom. Hey, somebody has to do it. It takes beaucoup black widows to produce one cc of antivenin. I used to know exactly how many hundreds (thousands?) of black widows you had to milk for a teaspoon of venom. One of those things I learned from Peter that I've forgotten. Too bad it's not one of the things I want to forget.

I don't think I can write yet about Peter. I don't want to write about him until I can write words than won't poison or scald the page. It's not that I want to avoid writing words I will regret, I just don't want to write down things I am trying to forget. I broke my heart over Peter, and I broke it very badly. I fixed it, but my heart still doesn't understand why we can't be together. My heart still yearns for him.

Stupid heart.


<~>
Ap�sl�min ida corbalan� 'lse nesgla ugar�-cham sa cru ogrulho bat�oltha al�mv�sde.

last eleven:

Resurrection - Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Arts and Letters -
Friday, June 17, 2005
Domestic Obsessions -
Tuesday, April 5, 2005
The Kindness of Strangers -
Tuesday, April 5, 2005
Gone -
Saturday, April 2, 2005
Coming Back, Little By Little -
Saturday, April 2, 2005
Effing Around -
Thursday, March 31, 2005
Explicably Yours -
Wednesday, February 9, 2005
Things Too Innumerable To Mention -
Sunday, January 30, 2005
Mr. Armstrong -
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
The Pope in Our Kitchen -
Saturday, October 2, 2004



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